This fall, when I was in New York, I was leafing through one of Yael’s childhood albums (one of many her mother lovingly made for her), and a certain picture jumped out at me. It was little Yael, probably eight years old, posing in front of a tree in her Halloween costume as a pregnant woman. She was looking over her shoulder and awkwardly smiling into her mother’s camera lens as the shutter was released.
From behind those dark sunglasses, it’s impossible to know what she might have been thinking. But knowing Yael, if I had to guess, she was fantasizing about a time when she would one day have her own baby to love and care for. I pulled out my digital camera and made a copy of the picture.
Tonight, two decades and three thousand miles away, I grabbed the original picture for reference, dressed Yael in similar clothes, took her to a tree I had found in our neighborhood that came as close as I could find to the tree in the original picture, and remade the image. Other than distorting my sweetie's face with the wide angle lens, it looks surprisingly similar.
Yael’s now a grown woman. Her pose is more self-assured and smile more certain, but I still see the little girl from New York, her dream about to come true…and how lucky am I to be the one to make it happen.